Caetano Veloso - Sozinho (Ao Vivo)

Alone

Sometimes in the silence of the night
I start imagining both of us
I stay here, daydreaming
Conecting the before, the now, and the after
Why do you leave me so free?
Why don't you stick with me?
I'm feeling so alone
I'm not and I don't want to be your owner
But sometimes a little affection feels good
I have my desires and secret plans
I only open up to you, no one else
Why do you forget me and vanish?
And if I become interested in someone?
And if she suddenly wins me over?
When we like someone
We care for them
You say that you love me
But you don't really mean it
Or you mess with me
Or you aren't ready
Where are you now?
When we like someone
We take care of them
You tell me that you love me
But you don't mean it
You are either misleading me
Or you're not mature yet.
Iê iê iê iê iê
Where are you now?

Munay Ki first 2 rites of passage

This is what I saw:

Both discrepancies

Im not sure what is worse: the pro-lifers that are for the death penalty or the pro-choicers who are against the death penalty.

Light

The Universe is the metamorphosis of Light!

the nevermore by Mac

Motion side banks crashing into

pools of searing blooms of molt and smoke

inhaling rotating blades walk back axe shutters,

spinning webs hooked out catapult and shatter.

well i'll just keep moving through the nevermore, the nevermore

while planets drift the skull

well i'll just keep moving through the nevermore, the nevermore

while planets drift the skull

snapping of wolves, dormant cocoons

flashing stars glow patterns in the passing night

surveillance, confusion, a roaring engine

melting stereo hot deep window

well i'll just keep moving through the nevermore, the nevermore

while planets drift the skull

well i'll just keep moving through the nevermore, the nevermore

while planets drift the skull

mumbling gibberish jargon

Watch what you eat.
Eat what you watch.
Lethal defeat,
From you crown to your feet
 
How to create a biological machine?
It's not an oxymoron
get rid of its feelings
simple chemistry bonded ions
 
separate from its habitat
ego flaunted
so many lives to mold
so many humans controlled
 
Too busy chasing lust in college.
Paid big bucks to learn to make money.
No tie to family; never vented.
Took all for granted.
 
scientists have found a bulb lectin gene
thuringiensis toxin vaccine
handshakes with medics
tangled obscure ethics
 
doesn't matter
profit$ to be made
it's time to get paid
 
A letter was sent to Capitol Hill:
 
"Please let my people live. You have frozen us in time. They don't even suck our fingertips for blood anymore. Instead they go straight to the soul."
 
Where is your heart?
Leave your brain be.
 
Where's the compassion?
Where's the empathy?
Dilated, malnourished, infiltrated energy.
I'm not talking about oil.
I'm not talking about going green.
I'm talking about that which can't be seen.
 
Don't look to the high priest, don't fear the beast.
Don't look to your egotistical idols, political rivals
Don't look inward.
 
Close your eyes
Clear the chatter
Through the rummaging shuffling of clutter
tumbling distant flutter
 
This life's not complete
this cannot be it
i climb back to my fetal capillary bed
mumbling gibberish jargon

bashful ignorance

Today I joined in to ridicule someone of their ignorance as to not give away that I was just as clueless about the subject.

Unclear

I'm your worst enemy

I never save face

i'll point out your weaknesses

and put you in your place…

i'm am your shadow

i'm your voice

your green chakra spins

leaving you no choice

just fall...

i'm your safety net

change the course of action

i'm the cause of your regrets

when your energy is weak

exhausted, drained, and bleak

i will infiltrate your assemblage point

i'm here to anoint

to prevent your inevitable derail

like sardines packed

claustrophobic anxiety attack

here to control your mental act

up and down your respiratory tract

i have no name

i am the nameless

some call me ego

but you just won't let me go

just keep me down below

mimicking the status quo

waiting for the lights to go on

and to start the show

all eyes on you!

everyone's wondering what you're thinking

where you've been…and what you're drinking

what you're wearing and how you sync in

to their scheme

into their life

a place of mystery and strife

everyone has their own idea of reality

they bare witness to actuality

in truth, they're scared like you

waiting for someone or something to help them break through

to be subject to… peer review

it's pathetic

humans just live for aesthetics

a man raises his voice and they call it poetic

the common people get high on anesthetics

everyone is sleeping

the ego runs rampant

infiltrating masses

everyone's just praying for the enchanted

but the divine has no ear

it knows no fear

try to get close and you're bound to disappear

melt your face, underneath the veneer

the answer still remains unclear.

Quantum-Psychic-Metaphysical Pollution

Heavens help me.
I'm confused.
For Heaven's sake
just a sign, give me a clue.
Any remedy will do.
A label, a stereotype, a form.
Such a simple way to cause a swarm.

I've been cursed since my birth,
but I'm different now I swear.
A higher sense of understanding at the tip of my tongue.
Come and whisper what the rain has sprung.

There's a ringing in my ear.
The old me's about to disappear.
I can feel it coming now.
I've heard them call it Tao.

The man
The myth
The union
It's all there for you to take communion.

Just another word for common.
Communication, words travel time wave zero oscillation.
spiral in, spiral out
What was that rambling Jew talking about?

Are we one? Are we independent?
Is this relative or absolution?
Faulty forms cloud minds in a quantum-physic-metaphysical pollution.

I am you, you are me,
right now, have been, will be.
Infinite matrix cast reflections,
no wonder minds in sync decipher connections.

Right from the start, still not in action.
What will it take to fill man's satisfaction?
I'm tired of this chain-reaction.
In fact it's making me quite bored.
Goodbye to my ego, my habits, and the lord.

Steadily Traveling

Steadily traveling back to the top.
Hope I don't experience transient jet lag.

Can't bare the wear and tear,
my body takes from my mind's dare.

Behind my peripheral vision's peak,
Obvious answers seem too Greek.

Hidden in the depths of this great decline,
souls and mind intertwine with divine.

Semantics

Religion's attempt to define "God" and "God's desires" ultimately divide humanity over semantics instead of seeing the bigger picture.

Quotes of Summer 2009

"Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate."
-Carl Jung (Thanks Erika Canty Duffy)

"Every man builds his world in his own image; he has the power to choose, but no power to escape the necessity of choice."
-Marich McCloud (Thanks Emilie)

"Time to align your simulacra chakras.
-Myself

"Self-awareness is the main pre-requisite to all healing."
-Blair Lewis

"I'm not interested in your weather pattern predictions. I'll just take a look outside."
-Myself

"Dumb people talk about people, average people talk about events, intellectuals talk about ideas."
- Alex Coppersmith

"You're not bored; you're boring."
-Myself

“Let us linger here a while in the foolishness of things.”
-Author Unknown (From John Effland's Website www.rockoperastoneworks.com)

"What do I look like to you at this given time? At this given instance? At this specific fraction? Can we fathom all at once? I want to see through those eyes."
-Myself

"Comfort is to perceive as you always have."
-Myself

Swollen V(a)in

Help this flow,
cannot rejuvenate itself.
Lay a safety net,
an identity from the shelf.

I've seen Me live and die a thousand times.
Proficiencies fulfilled by perfect rhymes.
I'm awake, I'm free.
Spectacles help reinstate the perfect me.

This has to be it,
I'm perfectly equipped.
My eyes can't lie, this must be real,
What more could I possibly conceal?

I am flawless,
need to keep telling myself this.
No need for guarantee,
surround myself with those who agree.

No need for "god,"
seems ridiculous to me.
A higher level outside myself?
A need to plea?

Childish views,
think I'll just let my body take over.
Wait for a perfect day,
or a four leaf clover?

My veins are swollen,
from the ideas I have stolen.
Rejecting my flaws makes me a jerk.
I'll just let my ego take over and do the work.

Savage Metamorphisis

Those who deny freedom to others deserve it not for themselves. ~Abraham Lincoln

{I want all my actions to be pure.
From birth to death,
Lead my vibrations to create good
and diminish evil.}

What does it mean to be impeccable?
Incapable of sin?
Flawless?
Another word for perfect?
To be as I am?

I am what I am and that is all I know.

Lord, I want to be good.
Believe me God, I want to be light.

Democrat? Republican?
Hippocrates? Bigots?
Elusive-seducer.
Frantic-Zealot.
Viscous leader.
What is this evil plan you plot?

Am I so paranoid to judge so quick?
Infrared reflection?
Artificial resurrection?

I'm running out of ideas here.
When will you show your face?
Mixed vivid dream fears.
Planetary space.

A quickie just below the undertow.
Keep me close between your thighs.
Another for the road.
Archeological disguise.

Light-year pursuit.
Inaugurated cul de sac.
Baffled & intrigued.
Cult anxiety attack.

Magnate I want to be pure.
I want to be light.
Magnate make me spotless.
Until then I remain restless.

Fanny

f in ally the serpent speaks
voice sounds heavy and weak
hidden from view; objected by few
preaching wives' tale
head failed prevail

but you're hiding now
guilty pleasure
cater the tyrant omnipotent agent

Every time I think about
it's you, you
eyes are blind
in spite (i) feel it's true
cus' I knew

mind on podex
so eager to please
let your tongue euip
to catch all the venom drip
from two digits
went three theft crimson glory

but you're hiding now
guilty pleasure
bolster the carnivore minister's fragrance

Every time I think about
it's you, you
eyes are blind
in spite (i) feel untrue
cus' I knew

Paranoid Delusions Vol 1

Recently messing around with sound waves and frequencies I stumbled across (!@#$%^& I need to get rid of Dave Matthews from my computer)...

I stumbled across a website with different frequencies. According to this website, as we age we begin to lose our ability to hear higher frequencies. When you go to a music concert and your ears are ringing after the show, it is said that you will never hear that frequency again.

I was amazed that at 22 years old my hearing was equivalent to a 50+ year old! Must be all that loud music I play standing directly to my Vox...

Or...

Apple has designed headphones that add high pitch frequencies that play along our favorite songs. After years of listening through Apple headphones the listener finally forfeits their ability to hear certain frequencies. Frequencies, that Apple and other major companies use to broadcast secret information. What information? Who knows, it could be anything. The worst part is that they use our handicap to launch campaigns right under...or um.. through? our noses.

This is not a true story. I think I'll just put my BluBlockers back on and plug in my Sony Headphones.

Nah, actually I think I'm intercepting the messages right now. They're telling me to buy some itunes songs...

Oh wait...

New iphone is coming out? Apparently Apple's Ego-Maniac CEO Steve jobs is back after a liver transplant. Weird eh?

"Employees working on top-secret projects must pass through a maze of security doors, swiping their badges again and again"

Remember the Chakra-colored Apple logo?
I knew Apple was harmless.
I wonder why God didn't want Adam to eat the fruit?

A Higher Cognitive Form

The buzzers are changing the waves.
Can you hear me now?
Neurons firing in your brain.
Can you feel me now?

Myelinated to protect among 200 billion stars,
To transmit energy through synapse wars,
Transient exuberance multiplies dendrites,
Will's not simple fight or flight.

Now we digest our differences and test the "norm,"
A hiccup of truth to recall the taste,
We're close to something here, don't let it waste.
The time is here, just beware of haste.

Show me where the higher cognitive functions form!
See through your spectacles
What we put in receptacles and consider looming conjunctions
As not to make irrelevant assumptions.

I'll jump through your hoops,
I'll eat from your fruits,
And get in touch with your roots,
Cus' I'm studying your bedtime fable.

But when you leave your window open;
Should you choose to disagree,
My warmth will fog your mirror,
And my wind will clear the debris.

I am the wolf that blows your house down.
Poor infrastructure caused your derail.
Now brush your self off,
From here begins your heroic tale.

Carbon-Fine-Line

As the stars went in line
the people desecrated.
They no longer believed in the
lie the media created.

Summon by "gods" to be infiltrated
In the One they believed to be over-rated

The peasants started looking inside
they tried to re-align
10,000 years walked carbon-fine-line
throughout space and time.

A lesser evolved species
reassembled pieces
creating man in the eyes of God!

Mirrors of the Sun

The sun is rising;
my deep thoughts have gone away.

As the visions slowly fade,
my body becomes a mirror again.

My arms stretch into my shadow,
I hold the pieces in my hands.

A moment lost in fractions,
of who I really am.

Fungi

I made a funny face
hope that it's not too late
all these fun guys they say:

no need to regulate!
no need to regulate!
no need to regulate!

i found a little friend
chopped up the curtain frame
water that leaks to blame

son the sun has gone to sleep
in the dark is when they creep
strangers crawl around me feet