Unclear

I'm your worst enemy

I never save face

i'll point out your weaknesses

and put you in your place…

i'm am your shadow

i'm your voice

your green chakra spins

leaving you no choice

just fall...

i'm your safety net

change the course of action

i'm the cause of your regrets

when your energy is weak

exhausted, drained, and bleak

i will infiltrate your assemblage point

i'm here to anoint

to prevent your inevitable derail

like sardines packed

claustrophobic anxiety attack

here to control your mental act

up and down your respiratory tract

i have no name

i am the nameless

some call me ego

but you just won't let me go

just keep me down below

mimicking the status quo

waiting for the lights to go on

and to start the show

all eyes on you!

everyone's wondering what you're thinking

where you've been…and what you're drinking

what you're wearing and how you sync in

to their scheme

into their life

a place of mystery and strife

everyone has their own idea of reality

they bare witness to actuality

in truth, they're scared like you

waiting for someone or something to help them break through

to be subject to… peer review

it's pathetic

humans just live for aesthetics

a man raises his voice and they call it poetic

the common people get high on anesthetics

everyone is sleeping

the ego runs rampant

infiltrating masses

everyone's just praying for the enchanted

but the divine has no ear

it knows no fear

try to get close and you're bound to disappear

melt your face, underneath the veneer

the answer still remains unclear.

Quantum-Psychic-Metaphysical Pollution

Heavens help me.
I'm confused.
For Heaven's sake
just a sign, give me a clue.
Any remedy will do.
A label, a stereotype, a form.
Such a simple way to cause a swarm.

I've been cursed since my birth,
but I'm different now I swear.
A higher sense of understanding at the tip of my tongue.
Come and whisper what the rain has sprung.

There's a ringing in my ear.
The old me's about to disappear.
I can feel it coming now.
I've heard them call it Tao.

The man
The myth
The union
It's all there for you to take communion.

Just another word for common.
Communication, words travel time wave zero oscillation.
spiral in, spiral out
What was that rambling Jew talking about?

Are we one? Are we independent?
Is this relative or absolution?
Faulty forms cloud minds in a quantum-physic-metaphysical pollution.

I am you, you are me,
right now, have been, will be.
Infinite matrix cast reflections,
no wonder minds in sync decipher connections.

Right from the start, still not in action.
What will it take to fill man's satisfaction?
I'm tired of this chain-reaction.
In fact it's making me quite bored.
Goodbye to my ego, my habits, and the lord.

Steadily Traveling

Steadily traveling back to the top.
Hope I don't experience transient jet lag.

Can't bare the wear and tear,
my body takes from my mind's dare.

Behind my peripheral vision's peak,
Obvious answers seem too Greek.

Hidden in the depths of this great decline,
souls and mind intertwine with divine.

Semantics

Religion's attempt to define "God" and "God's desires" ultimately divide humanity over semantics instead of seeing the bigger picture.

Quotes of Summer 2009

"Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate."
-Carl Jung (Thanks Erika Canty Duffy)

"Every man builds his world in his own image; he has the power to choose, but no power to escape the necessity of choice."
-Marich McCloud (Thanks Emilie)

"Time to align your simulacra chakras.
-Myself

"Self-awareness is the main pre-requisite to all healing."
-Blair Lewis

"I'm not interested in your weather pattern predictions. I'll just take a look outside."
-Myself

"Dumb people talk about people, average people talk about events, intellectuals talk about ideas."
- Alex Coppersmith

"You're not bored; you're boring."
-Myself

“Let us linger here a while in the foolishness of things.”
-Author Unknown (From John Effland's Website www.rockoperastoneworks.com)

"What do I look like to you at this given time? At this given instance? At this specific fraction? Can we fathom all at once? I want to see through those eyes."
-Myself

"Comfort is to perceive as you always have."
-Myself

Swollen V(a)in

Help this flow,
cannot rejuvenate itself.
Lay a safety net,
an identity from the shelf.

I've seen Me live and die a thousand times.
Proficiencies fulfilled by perfect rhymes.
I'm awake, I'm free.
Spectacles help reinstate the perfect me.

This has to be it,
I'm perfectly equipped.
My eyes can't lie, this must be real,
What more could I possibly conceal?

I am flawless,
need to keep telling myself this.
No need for guarantee,
surround myself with those who agree.

No need for "god,"
seems ridiculous to me.
A higher level outside myself?
A need to plea?

Childish views,
think I'll just let my body take over.
Wait for a perfect day,
or a four leaf clover?

My veins are swollen,
from the ideas I have stolen.
Rejecting my flaws makes me a jerk.
I'll just let my ego take over and do the work.

Savage Metamorphisis

Those who deny freedom to others deserve it not for themselves. ~Abraham Lincoln

{I want all my actions to be pure.
From birth to death,
Lead my vibrations to create good
and diminish evil.}

What does it mean to be impeccable?
Incapable of sin?
Flawless?
Another word for perfect?
To be as I am?

I am what I am and that is all I know.

Lord, I want to be good.
Believe me God, I want to be light.

Democrat? Republican?
Hippocrates? Bigots?
Elusive-seducer.
Frantic-Zealot.
Viscous leader.
What is this evil plan you plot?

Am I so paranoid to judge so quick?
Infrared reflection?
Artificial resurrection?

I'm running out of ideas here.
When will you show your face?
Mixed vivid dream fears.
Planetary space.

A quickie just below the undertow.
Keep me close between your thighs.
Another for the road.
Archeological disguise.

Light-year pursuit.
Inaugurated cul de sac.
Baffled & intrigued.
Cult anxiety attack.

Magnate I want to be pure.
I want to be light.
Magnate make me spotless.
Until then I remain restless.